Friday, November 24, 2006
Friends
I never really had frens when i were in secondary...
Somehow i was weird...
But it was ok...i had my parents, my game console, then there was my love QKQ 25...
Never thought that i need anyone but them..
Never even think about going into a relationship and stuff...
But when i came here to KL everything changes..I lost all those..
I got no one to talk to...due maybe guys ego..sometime we hate to talk to our parents coz they can be grumpy at times and my mom treat me like a primary school kid...yeah even now sometimes she still does tht..cant blame her i been very close to her since i was born,yeah and being like a single child its hard...its kinda sad to think tht when ur kids grow up and hav their own life while u are all alone there...
Yeah i always felt bad sometimes i mistreat her...but i am in a rebellious stage..so hope i try to control myself...

back to the main topic...
When i was in secondary i had problems fitting into my frens plans...they think i was weird...
My form 5 was like the saddest school years of my life...
But things slowly changes...
When i in KL i tried to 'fit in' so slowly i learn to communicate with them..yeah i know sometimes i knoe they still find me 'weird' at times..yeah its glad tht time ur fren call to ask u for lunch,dinner,movie,study session or jus a drive to middle of nowhere..i wish i could be in 2 place at once..as much as i wanna spent time with all my frens here i really need to go back and meet my parent who misses me twice or more as much as my frens do...yeah not forgetting my frens back in Kuc...
Other then that i donno why i wanted to go into a relationship badly..maybe at times i jus want some1 close to me (or the feeling i 'old') which is why i wanted to go into a relationship..
I thought thats all i need..but in reality its different from those in the movie..
In a relationship there are much more then just love..a lot of things tht need to be learned and get use to..
Well lately i getting alone fine being single..i guezz i had been trying to hard late..think i just leave it for now,no use trying anywhere since its getting me no where..
ok the rained stop time to do my college stuff
Tata guys...

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Name: Cody Teo Seng Khai
School: Sunny Hill,Smk Batu Lintang, Inti College Sarawak, Metropolitan College
Birthday: 17/03/1986

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