Thursday, August 31, 2006
20/8/2006 11.57
Look at the time...11.57 somehow my clock is a bit off...jus finish my maggi..
But heard the sound of fireworks and crows scattered around means...
Yap Merdeka...
31 August eventful day for most Malaysian as this is the day we again independents..
Yee wooo..wah...firework...same old thing again over and over again..
2morrow in TV we will see the yearly parade...
And guess wat this si my 5oth post..wow can't believe i blog this much..looking back at my post...sad days out-numbered the happy ones..but i still here blogging..
Anyway Happy Merdeka everyone!!!
12.08
spoke at : 12:02 AM
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
30/8/2006 10.47pm
So today is Merdeka eve...
Where am i?At home...
All my frens are going to the Ambang Merdeka thingy at Sunway and here i am feeling emo,tired,stress up....
Not that i not invited (thxs guys) jus tht i feel like being alone due to this emoish feeling...
Neither do i wan to drag everyone mood down..
Juz feel emo...lots of things in my mind..maybe a little too much..
Jus not sure wat to do with my life...
Not sure wat shuld i do..
Heard a lot of comfort and suggestion from my bunch of great frens but i still not sure wat to do..
Stuck in between..
To make things worse assignment is catching up...yet here i am slacking...well i not alone but i dont feel right with the assignment breathing down my neck..yet i not sure how to do..
yet times moves on...and i continue with my emo and stoning....guezz i sleep early and hopefully 2morrow i start doing my assignments....
Sigh....so many things,so little time...
10.57pm
spoke at : 10:43 PM
Saturday, August 26, 2006
26/8/2006 3.04pm
Ya tht how life been...
It seems i beenemo since i bak here in kl ...
Either i emo bout my studies, my family, my frens or bout her..
there's always something to emo about...
Wat the heck is with this????
Season of emo...
I hate to go to sleep emo..it makes me think a lot..
Gone is the happy go lucky Cody, gone is the don care Cody....now juz a Cody who emo pretty much bout everthing...
Sigh...i wish i knew whats wrong with me...
I drifting away...senseless...losing my sense of direction, losing focus...
I got no aim, don't know where i going...
And there is this on and off relationship which i donno wat to do....
At times like this all i can do is listen to emo songs and let time pass me by...slowly...
3.13pm
spoke at : 3:07 PM
Thursday, August 24, 2006
24/8/2006 7.30pm
I single for a day....
Why u all may ask?
Coz today is her classmate b'day and after class they are going to celebrate..
She told me juz now they went Kenny Rogers..then after tht she will be going to her aunt place(with family)
which for me means i can't call her or sms...u ask why again?
Let put it this way...her family is strict from her prarents to brother to aunt and uncle to even cousins..
Ya u heard right cousin...Geezzz they treating her like some little secondary school girl kid...as for me i felt i dating some small little innocent school girl..
Ya right(but she is innocent juz not a little girl anymore)!! but wat can i do not tht she really wanted it...but her family is freaking strict....
But on Friday she wanted me to accompany her to KL to do some stuff..
Ok...rewind back to yesterday..When out with her to cc coz she said she wanted to play silkroad but sadly she cant connect to the silkroad server..too crowded
Oh the way sending her back saw my somehow best fren car...9931 the one which always pay MPSJ meaningless money..so after sending her home(we walk if ur wondering)
call Marco..yap Milky..Seems tat he juz finish dinner at MacD planing to sent Seng Ko to Mid Valley to meet his sister..so i join in...not like i got anything to do...
In the car i found out Milky parent is out of town...so i say i wanted to stay over at his place all for the sake juz to play his PS2..and he accepted it..THXs MARCO..
So he sent me back get my stuff and off we go to his place..
His place is nice...clean and cozy...
i hav to feel sad for him coz i keep on sort of like shouting and making noises on how to play and how the game sucks..and he stressing me while i playing..
ya so there goes another day..oh ya before tat i felt kinda emo coz Angel told me bout her plans for the next day(today)
so i sleep in a emo condition while Milky putting on tong hua from my PSP isn't really helpping..
Fast forward..woke up today look at the time 9.25 and Milky said he need to be in college at 9.30...
so he took his shower while i look at some soccer result via my phone..and found out....
MAN U WON AND CHELSEA LOST....WEEEE...GLORY GLORY MAN UNITED...
Ars also won their champions league quali match...anyway..
So after Marco shower and stuff he drop me to my house while he rush to college...THX MARCO again!!!
I showered then took a nap..woke up 11 something went to college saw Marco and frens...
I was there for the sketche tat Marco was acting for merdeka..there was also a chinese and indian traditional dance..
The Indian traditional dance ROAXSSSS
The saw the F&N pickup/car watever u call it came to Metro to give out free drinks and there was a drinking competition where 15 ppl got to participate and divided into
3 groups of 5..where the top 3 in the group who finishes his/her drink will walk away with 2 GSC movie ticket...
Marco won and so did i..i won coz i was given by 2 nice ppl who was there for the drink rather then the ticket THXS Desmond and wat was the other guys name?
I jus not good and remembering names..
After tat when Management lecture with Milky and frens coz Marco was planing to skip lecture again so i accompany him..and it was BORING
after tht all went back...but somehow i ended up in FTZ DotA-ing again...
Got nothing to do wat..wat more i single for a day so...a good way to pass time..
came bak around 7 put my laundry down then off i go to hav my dinner, brought some food back for supper and here i am blogging..
Well being single isn't tht bad i mean there still frens around so it was ok...well she juz my gf not my wife guess she need her space...and well for the family part..
i guess i juz hav to deal with it if i love her...trust her...stay loyal to her...but i still can't help being jealous...after all she is my gf i should feel jealous..
when she out with other ppl..right?
K..thts all i guezz..going to shower and maybe read my Law question for 2morrow and hopefully sleep early...
Till next time see ya peeps....
8.10pm
spoke at : 9:44 PM
OK..
10.20pm 21/8/2006
Why i havent blog??
coz my nothing really special had happen in my life, while some i rather not talk bout it and some juz private..
Juz don wan people to worried bout me tats all..
but i ok..
There ar quite a few ups and down in my life for this pass few days but i doing fine..not prefect but fine...
Guess if i think less, or trust more and not think so far ahead i be fine..Juz trust and believe..she diff..sigh..i dont really wan to Aussie,don wan to be apart..why am i so worried she will leave?
sigh..on the study side seems there is more and more assignmet and work..and i havent started study yet...this is not looking bright for me..i betta get my studies going soon if i were to pass this sem..
Guezz tht all..nothing much to blog about..
take care peeps
spoke at : 10:19 PM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
16/8/2006 8.43pm
Jus got back from a nice and filling dinner at Sin Hock Seng at Sunway..Vee driving with Marco and Mel..
normal day but glad to spent a little bit of private time with AnGel..
Guess all ur ar right maybe she juz stress yesterday..
I do knoe too but when she emo or sad i will feel too..
But thts becoz i care and love her a lot and cant help the fact that i made her sad...
Now i very tired..going to shower then rest...
eyes getting heavy..
so next time peeps...stay happy and Hakuna-Mattata..
8.49pm
spoke at : 8:45 PM
Girlss..
15/8/2006 5.30pm
Woke up and smsed Angel but got no reply,call her no one answered..
anyway after tht around 9.30 go to college for my lecture..
Suppose i am late then i saw my lecturer jus park his car so then again guezz i not late..
reach class got a sms from angel said she jus reach home from her aunt place..which was ok coz i was getting worried..then sms her after my class but she nevered reply...ask her classmate(my ex classmate) wat time class end...
They said around 1 so at 1 + called her she sounded moody so i ask her why is anything wrong?
She jus answered she moody..
Fine so i left her alone then near 5 few of my classmate said wanted to go swimming but i wasnt interested in swimming..
So i smsed AnGel she said she was feeling better..
Got home called her only to found out tht she still moody
So i tried to cheer her up but no luck...wonder wats up with her?
is she having problem or she jus stress due the test 2morrow..
I don't knoe..but it makes me sad to see her said..i do anything to cheer her up..but i jus don't know how..
Maybe she jus want to be alone...
I tired...guess i go rest a while and maybe after a while or 2morrow she be fine..
5.40pm
spoke at : 8:44 PM
1.39am
15/8/2006 1.39am
So another has gone by...
Woke up late again so i late for class...
But it was IST so i din miss anything much..
Pretty normal after class tai-ti while think on where to eat..
Then go to Success for lunch...Then chat and tai-ti...
When the time is up went for Acc lecturer..
After class few of my frens was interested in basketball so i watch then play..
Then go to AnGel place to pick up some stuff (thx a lot baby :) i enjoyed it a lot, it very very nice, lovin it).
then got back to college to only found out Vee left her phone in the lecture hall but it was lock..
so we(Fatty D, Taufu, Soo Vee and me) have to find some1 who can open the door for us...but sadly Miles wasn't there..
So we walk around later found out from one of the cleaner auntie the admistration office have the other key..
so we went to the admis office but it was lock...so with sad faces we walking back to the concourse..
but on the way back the cleaner auntie pointed to us there she was the lady from the admis office..
So she opened the door for us..took the phone then we left the college..
I got back eat and stuff then jus play Advance War on my DS.
then suddenly got a call for Kai saying something wrong with his pc so he came over to do his assignment..
I finished my Sunday so i kinda free..
Chat while he do his assignment..
Then he left i got ready for bed...but Sunddenly feel headache maybe due to the weather..
Its hot here..so took a bath..and here i am bloging...
Somehow i tired but not sleepy maybe due to i miss her..
Can't call her due to she at her aunt place..
Oh well maybe i game a little using my phone then go to bed..2morrow got class at 9.30 in da morning...
So tats all folks...goodnight,sweet dreams...
1.56am
spoke at : 5:23 PM
Nothing special
11.55PM
Not normal for my neighbour to still be online, but since there's line might as well blog before i hit the bed..
So there goes my weekend..
What i did?
Pretty much nothing other then sleeping,eating and DotA..
No one find me also..
But i am glad i finished my econs assignment...but theres still more to come..
Yap a pretty lame weekend but i glad tht i can called my Angel to keep me company for a while :)
Felt kinda bad coz here i am everything so far as being ok..and there i read my friends blog and they are like emoing..even at times when i with them can feel and see thier expression..
They hide everything..i knoe the feeling..i wish i could help but don't see how i can help..
But they make me want to cherish my Angel even more....i do anything for her..and i love her :)
Other then my mom she all i ever need..of course not forget my great bunch of friend here in KL and those my secondary mates..Ur all great bunch of people..always there for me..and i thx u all for tht..
As for her once again i would like to say i love her and i forever and always be with her..so pls don't ever leave me coz i never leave u...
Goodnight peeps...
12.10
spoke at : 11:56 PM
Another day gone..
So Friday, suppose to hav a class at 8 but somehow i over slept..
So i miss yet another Econs lecture..
But on the bright side i manged to finish my econs assignment..So after waking up around 8.30 found out i be late for lecture so i go and hav my breakfast( which i normally don't take) came back and do my Econs..
Then 11.30 went to class to my Law..
Juz copied some question( ya heard tht right copy) using hand..
THen after tht we all went for lunch..
Then came back college where i met up with my Lovely Angel accompanied her to do her assignment..which was kinda hectic..why?er....u ask her then..
Anyway then hav dinner with her then here i am back at my cribs(which it seems no one at home)..Feeling sleepy and thinking of her..
She my Angel, my love, my life...and i love her....
enough said and done...
spoke at : 9:46 PM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
8.55 pm 9/8/2006
So finally got to update my blog coz i borrowed m laptop to my Angel, she said she wanted to do her assignment..
Anyway college really got started this week and its like the first week and we already got assigment...ya u heard it right assignment..
First i was econ need to answer a few question from the text book and pass it up Tuesday...and it seems our IST (Information System) assignment is also up on th website for us to do..
SIgh...
Yet i here feeling tired and lazy...
Oh well it seems it going to be a busy sem..
And with the 2 to 3 hr break we hav, it seems its going no where..
Cant find the things to fill up our time...
Well at least today we found out we can play Risk...ya the war board game..
Ok thts all for now it seems...getting tired, think i rest early 2day and hopefully i will do my assignment 2morrow..
And it seems things between me and Angel ar getting better...
and there has been lots of giving and taking..
And there is still quite a lot to work out...
GOing to take things slowly this time and patiently...
Jus glad, proud and lucky to have her around...
Hopes it goes well this time coz she meant a lot to me :)
Ps: it seems my line still havent been stable for me, so no msn..sigh..and after getting a 2mp camera phone i found out i cant upload any pic up coz my the software only runs on Win2000 or XP...so i cant upload any pic...lame..
spoke at : 8:55 PM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
2/8/2006 4.40am
Got a surpraise by Je and Mel who suddenly came to my house..
We went MacD and get some food and drinks then we went to Marco house..
But sadly Marco seems a little sick and some conflict with mom...so he's kinda down..
Then we went Asia for foos which i somehow i dont hav passion with and it somehow bored me..
if force to choose i rather DotA then pool or foos...
Anyway i got a good reason not to foos....i got trash 9-0 by Je...so i won't be touching foos table anytime soon..
Got back,around 1 near 2..on the radio on my phone..
listen to music with the dogs outside my house barking...
anyway while i was listening suddenly the DJ talk about the student who got rob and killed...
Got me think..how short is life..we don't know what will happen..
For me there's a bigger responsibility coz i the only child at home ya theres my 2 sis but its diff...
I need to support them(my parents) they given me whatever i want as long as is not illegal..even at times they are tight(ya i a spoilt brad)
But somehow i often hurt them...guezz its true we often hurt the one we loved the most(also her)....lots of time i still get worried bout her...
And got me thinking how evil this world hav become..theres war here and there and those dying are those innocent..
For fame, power, enjoyment and money ppl will do anything...this world is getting worse by day...
Which is why at times i don't like to read or look at the news...
Well should i worried too much? No coz i believe God will guide and help me...Thats why He's God and thts why I praise Him..
Ok i getting tired, guess its time for my sleep...
before that a simple prayer:
Thank you Lord for guiding me through the day and protecting me throughout the night,
I want to give thanks for all the frens around me who keep me accompany,and do also bless and guide them like You guided me,
Also to my family who i missed and so far apart, do give them their daily needs and bring us closer to each other and more importantly to you Lord,
Bless them and also guide them so that they may continue to praise and be a testimony to Your greatness,
Also forgive me for my sins which i done weather i know or those i may not notice,
I would also like to take some time to pray for those who are suffering due to oppression of any kind, war, diaster or those who suddenly lost someone dearly,
May Your word reach them and be a comfort to them,
Finally do grant me and people around me a peaceful sleep.Thank you Lord
In Jesus I pray,Amen.
5.20am
spoke at : 9:51 PM
OK
Nothing much happened around me for the last few days..
Most of the time i was at home...
But i did watch 3 movies..
2 dvd which i got from Sungei Wang 'Hookwinked and 'Fun With Dick and Jane'..
For those who don't know hookwinked is a remix version of little red riding hood..
Its a cartoon(ya i still watch cartoon),its funny and kinda cool..
Other then tht on Monday i managed to borrow a vcd from housemate its a Cantonese comedy movie(don't know the name coz i can't read chinese)..
It was really funny laugh all the way through..
While for college/uni..
still pretty much the same..meet friends chat and play tai-ti,hav lunch,yam cha...
So far been to 2 lectures and it had been B.O.R.I.N.G....especially IST..
Well all i can hope now it gets better as the sememter passes(but according to the seniors it very boring)...well i shouldn't be complaining since i not alone taking it...
But i glad i got great frens around tht i get along..
ya here its important to have frens around to keep me company..not like at home where i got my parents(not to mention tv and ps2 and car)..but hate it or like it they are all great ppl and fun to have around
spoke at : 10:47 PM
