Wednesday, May 31, 2006
Ya thats right going to fail...3 question i only did one..
me and acc juz doesnt go i do freaking slow..
is not tht i donno how to do but i juz slow at it...
sigh...freaking emo now...suppose to be more relax since acc is over but now..
but it seems there is light at the end of the tunnel (hopefully)..
1st i if i get all correct (chances a 0%)
2nd is that all my marks (mid-term, assignments, attendants plus final) more then 50% pass and not final must get more then 50% then pass...
enough said..going to sleep and emo bout it...
me and acc juz doesnt go i do freaking slow..
is not tht i donno how to do but i juz slow at it...
sigh...freaking emo now...suppose to be more relax since acc is over but now..
but it seems there is light at the end of the tunnel (hopefully)..
1st i if i get all correct (chances a 0%)
2nd is that all my marks (mid-term, assignments, attendants plus final) more then 50% pass and not final must get more then 50% then pass...
enough said..going to sleep and emo bout it...
spoke at : 3:15 PM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Ya today econs test loss straight 14 marks outoff 80 due to no time to write my essay..
normal thing for me during test it seems..will like relax for the first minutes..
check see got read wrongly or not choose which question to do...then do slowly..then see the time oh sharks nearly end...so does my 14 marks...
sigh...
juz hope to pass...
pls help me pass...
i wan to continue my studies...
blah blah...
2morrow acc the hardest among all...time will be the main factor again..sigh...
life is getting harder and harder and ppl say form 5 spm is hard...but college is harder...but wait uni is even harder...shark...life kinda stink at times like this....study study study in the end....
anyway juz hope tht i pass...
Acc..acc..acc sigh...thank God i not doing acc..
yayaya..guezz i end here before i feel like crying for going to fail my test it seems or bored my loyal fren with this post...
till next time...see ya...till then juz stay alive..
normal thing for me during test it seems..will like relax for the first minutes..
check see got read wrongly or not choose which question to do...then do slowly..then see the time oh sharks nearly end...so does my 14 marks...
sigh...
juz hope to pass...
pls help me pass...
i wan to continue my studies...
blah blah...
2morrow acc the hardest among all...time will be the main factor again..sigh...
life is getting harder and harder and ppl say form 5 spm is hard...but college is harder...but wait uni is even harder...shark...life kinda stink at times like this....study study study in the end....
anyway juz hope tht i pass...
Acc..acc..acc sigh...thank God i not doing acc..
yayaya..guezz i end here before i feel like crying for going to fail my test it seems or bored my loyal fren with this post...
till next time...see ya...till then juz stay alive..
spoke at : 7:03 PM
Monday, May 29, 2006
Ya today had my english test..don know how i did i mean its english who can tell right everyone got different taste..
2morrow got econ test...sigh yet after i studied i still not sure wat i studied..
but look on the bright side its easier then acc...Accounts is pure madness freakingly hard..yet the amazing thing is tht a lot of ppl is taking accounts...
feeling freaking stress now coz after i studied it seem my head is still somehow blank..
sigh..wish i had more time..even if i do i still slack so no differents ah tats college life...
Anyway there goes my boring life...so signing off till next time juz stay safe...
All my wires tangled up...nearly trip and fall -_-
and my desk if ur wondering ya its still the same so messy..
2morrow got econ test...sigh yet after i studied i still not sure wat i studied..
but look on the bright side its easier then acc...Accounts is pure madness freakingly hard..yet the amazing thing is tht a lot of ppl is taking accounts...
feeling freaking stress now coz after i studied it seem my head is still somehow blank..
sigh..wish i had more time..even if i do i still slack so no differents ah tats college life...
Anyway there goes my boring life...so signing off till next time juz stay safe...
All my wires tangled up...nearly trip and fall -_-
and my desk if ur wondering ya its still the same so messy..
spoke at : 5:48 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
Ya somehow i manage to study whole day yesterday and maybe today it seems...
and i f'king bored...
But test is soooo soon and i knoe pretty much nothing bout math, econs..the list goes on and on....
moving from my chair to bed, bed to chair juz to study...feel sleepy sleep wake up study,eat...
tats pretty much it...
and i getting stress out..juz hope test is done and over with...
Ok thts all i guezz i go study while waiting and hoping my roms will be done before my neighbour offline..
Ps....yes i using my neighbour line..and nope i not hacking i talk to them and they purposely don lock it so can share..the bad thing is that i cant online when i wanted to..but glad to have a nice neighbour like them LG-Life's Good..and f'king is not wat u think is freaking not the other word..
and i f'king bored...
But test is soooo soon and i knoe pretty much nothing bout math, econs..the list goes on and on....
moving from my chair to bed, bed to chair juz to study...feel sleepy sleep wake up study,eat...
tats pretty much it...
and i getting stress out..juz hope test is done and over with...
Ok thts all i guezz i go study while waiting and hoping my roms will be done before my neighbour offline..
Ps....yes i using my neighbour line..and nope i not hacking i talk to them and they purposely don lock it so can share..the bad thing is that i cant online when i wanted to..but glad to have a nice neighbour like them LG-Life's Good..and f'king is not wat u think is freaking not the other word..
spoke at : 4:17 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
After the Lan-1003 (Malaysian studies) i found out i know quiet little bout Malaysia...
Guess serve me right for my last minutes studies...now juz hope i don fail..sigh..
Well not tht i don wan to study but there are more important subject like acc, math to study...i mean its Malaysian Studies who actually take it seriously..
oh well at least now i focus on my studies...
glad i bought the speakers it help me relax while i studies..or keep me wake :)
anyway after the test i was so sleepy but...was stuck at college due to the heavy rain but glad i not alone..my fren are there too ended up playing big 2 again...then saw my seniors all rushing for assignment which make me glad i done and over with my...well at least for now :)
after tht when Bak Kut Teh with a few of my fren then come back sleep then here i am...
Ok thts all back to studies...wish me luck...
Btw this is how messy my table i studying
Guess serve me right for my last minutes studies...now juz hope i don fail..sigh..
Well not tht i don wan to study but there are more important subject like acc, math to study...i mean its Malaysian Studies who actually take it seriously..
oh well at least now i focus on my studies...
glad i bought the speakers it help me relax while i studies..or keep me wake :)
anyway after the test i was so sleepy but...was stuck at college due to the heavy rain but glad i not alone..my fren are there too ended up playing big 2 again...then saw my seniors all rushing for assignment which make me glad i done and over with my...well at least for now :)
after tht when Bak Kut Teh with a few of my fren then come back sleep then here i am...
Ok thts all back to studies...wish me luck...
Btw this is how messy my table i studyingspoke at : 10:32 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
Yap test is sooooooo near....
yet i here slacking, lazying .....relaxing...gaming...sum into one wasting my time..
i really need to like focus on my studies...my slacking, lazying, relaxing time...is mouch more then my studies time...
not only tat my sleeping habits and eating habits has gone wrong....Ah don you just love college life.
A big thanks to Hitz.fm for their free Hoobastank Cd really help me to study (not fall asleep during studies)
Oh well i guezz i start to focus real soon..er at least i hope...haha but at least i studied right...
yet i here slacking, lazying .....relaxing...gaming...sum into one wasting my time..
i really need to like focus on my studies...my slacking, lazying, relaxing time...is mouch more then my studies time...
not only tat my sleeping habits and eating habits has gone wrong....Ah don you just love college life.
A big thanks to Hitz.fm for their free Hoobastank Cd really help me to study (not fall asleep during studies)
Oh well i guezz i start to focus real soon..er at least i hope...haha but at least i studied right...
spoke at : 2:19 PM
Friend are Like ViruSSeS
Ya thats right....
once they know u they never leave u...
they keep bugging u weather your happy or not weather ur up or down..
sometime trying to get some benefit from u..hahaha..
well what are friends for? right?
SOmetime they backstab you without you knowing it...
and u feel like you hate them but yet yet another part of you felt you lost something important...
but at times after a fight the friendship grew stronger...
Ya that friends
once they know u they never leave u...
they keep bugging u weather your happy or not weather ur up or down..
sometime trying to get some benefit from u..hahaha..
well what are friends for? right?
SOmetime they backstab you without you knowing it...
and u feel like you hate them but yet yet another part of you felt you lost something important...
but at times after a fight the friendship grew stronger...
Ya that friends
spoke at : 2:11 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
Glad that all my assignment and stuff is done
Today got my debate...
Prepared nothing for my debate..go there empty handed as the debate goes on thing start popong in my head then when it my turn i juz crap what ever i can thing of which is kinda fun think bout it after that go success to have lunch with the same bunch of people then CS at Zion...
after cs for an hour plus when to starbuck to meet a few fren who was studying there felt tired so came back and found that there was connection so here i am..
Remember when i first heard bout all the presentation and stuff i be receiving i grumble...
saying crazy #!#@$#%$^%
but now its all over and have fun doing it kind come to think about it rushing till the last minute..
felt tat i going to miss my foundation life...will also miss ppl around me in foundation...
Still not sure where to go after my foundation...
if i pass my foundation...really need to start stuying seriously
Feeling tired now i think i go rest..
PS...Semester ending a lot had happen be it happy or unhappy...learned a lot...
Today got my debate...
Prepared nothing for my debate..go there empty handed as the debate goes on thing start popong in my head then when it my turn i juz crap what ever i can thing of which is kinda fun think bout it after that go success to have lunch with the same bunch of people then CS at Zion...
after cs for an hour plus when to starbuck to meet a few fren who was studying there felt tired so came back and found that there was connection so here i am..
Remember when i first heard bout all the presentation and stuff i be receiving i grumble...
saying crazy #!#@$#%$^%
but now its all over and have fun doing it kind come to think about it rushing till the last minute..
felt tat i going to miss my foundation life...will also miss ppl around me in foundation...
Still not sure where to go after my foundation...
if i pass my foundation...really need to start stuying seriously
Feeling tired now i think i go rest..
PS...Semester ending a lot had happen be it happy or unhappy...learned a lot...
spoke at : 4:05 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Y after study for like an hour.. felt hungry..so go out eat...after lunch around 3 near 4 felt stress, lazy and bored so go Kaos...
Went there play DotA and chat..
Actually play DotA more and 15min of gunbound....
Anyway play play and play...never notice the time a game after a game then after my last game i look at the time oh my...
but wait before tat during my last game got a call asking me to go to another cc she need to use the net to do her stuff...so i said ok i meet her..but gamers rule no leaver so i stuck with my game...after i finished my game
next thing i know she left already..i felt sorry...its my fault...i don blame her for being angry i really sorry..
Ok back to... Kaos it cost 13 ringgit and feeling freakingly tired..
not to mention i din do my english assignment and i got nothing for my debate which is 2morrow...
So there goes antoher sunday..
test is like soooooo close and i am slacking..i better do something bout my studies...er at least i hope..
Beware....DotA is really really tiring to the eye...
Went there play DotA and chat..
Actually play DotA more and 15min of gunbound....
Anyway play play and play...never notice the time a game after a game then after my last game i look at the time oh my...
but wait before tat during my last game got a call asking me to go to another cc she need to use the net to do her stuff...so i said ok i meet her..but gamers rule no leaver so i stuck with my game...after i finished my game
next thing i know she left already..i felt sorry...its my fault...i don blame her for being angry i really sorry..
Ok back to... Kaos it cost 13 ringgit and feeling freakingly tired..
not to mention i din do my english assignment and i got nothing for my debate which is 2morrow...
So there goes antoher sunday..
test is like soooooo close and i am slacking..i better do something bout my studies...er at least i hope..
Beware....DotA is really really tiring to the eye...
spoke at : 11:11 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
Guess thts me,one day i emo then next day nothing seems to happen and well i would not say tht i'm happy but i ok..
Woke up hype up with my econ presentation..in the end it was ok..
next suppose to have bcom but ended up playing big 2 with Marco,Toefl and Jer....
After tat go english class...then lunch at success again -_- with Vee,Mel,Toefl,Soo.
Then some1 suggested watch movie (over the hedge)... i din follow coz somehow i don really like to watch movie so i skip..
ended up following Khye to Kaos to see him play DotA...
After An hour i open my own com...
play DotA till 8 cost 9 buck...(still a noob at it)
oh well i guess tht my friday...but glad tht my neighbour is online so can blog and chat with my frens...
This is actually how i feel:
"Just Feel Better"
Santana (feat. Steven Tyler)
She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got a key to the door
But it just won't open
And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping
I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
And every day's the one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I'd do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
I'm tired of holding on
To all the things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting old, and
I think I need a little help this time!
Yeah
[Guitar solo]
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
Yes i do anything just to feel better...come to my rescue please my love..
Woke up hype up with my econ presentation..in the end it was ok..
next suppose to have bcom but ended up playing big 2 with Marco,Toefl and Jer....
After tat go english class...then lunch at success again -_- with Vee,Mel,Toefl,Soo.
Then some1 suggested watch movie (over the hedge)... i din follow coz somehow i don really like to watch movie so i skip..
ended up following Khye to Kaos to see him play DotA...
After An hour i open my own com...
play DotA till 8 cost 9 buck...(still a noob at it)
oh well i guess tht my friday...but glad tht my neighbour is online so can blog and chat with my frens...
This is actually how i feel:
"Just Feel Better"
Santana (feat. Steven Tyler)
She said I feel stranded
And I can't tell anymore
If I'm coming or I'm going
It's not how I planned it
I've got a key to the door
But it just won't open
And I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
That life happens for a reason
I don't, I don't, I don't
Because it never worked before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
Girl I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
She said I need you to hold me
I'm a little far from the shore
And I'm afraid of sinking
You're the only one who knows me
And who doesn't ignore
That my soul is weeping
I know, I know, I know
Part of me says let it go
Everything must have a season
Round and round it goes
And every day's the one before
But this time, this time
I'm gonna try anything that just feels better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I'd do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
I'm tired of holding on
To all the things I ought to leave behind, yeah
It's really getting old, and
I think I need a little help this time!
Yeah
[Guitar solo]
I'm gonna try anything to just feel better
Tell me what to do
You know I can't see through the haze around me
And I do anything to just feel better
And I can't find my way
God I need a change
And I do anything to just feel better
Any little thing that just feel better
Yes i do anything just to feel better...come to my rescue please my love..
spoke at : 8:30 PM
Emo-ing...
How shuld i start...
Feeling emo so better then start complaining to all my frens might as well blog it out..
As the only son and most of the time the only child in the house in the family i rather used to being alone and ignored till lately..
As i grew feel tht something is missing..being alone isnt fun but i Thx God for giving me a wonderful family. I always get what i wanted from my parent...yaya i am a rather spoilt child.
But as time passes i feel tat i wan to find another part of me...kinda jealous when ur walking alone when ppl around u seems to hav some1 want to hug or talk to.
Somehow i always get left out by my frens..My frens think that i weird..
But lately i trying to push myself into a group with my frens trying really hard to get along. And i glad it work.. I have more frens here in KL then i hav in kuc..Thx guys for being such a bastard...
Why do i want to suddenly have a urge to have a gf?
why?
i really donno...maybe i juz want to be loved
But it seems i not mature enough to have one...yet or maybe i havent found the right one..
Will i find one?
I always fall for the wrong people...either they are taken or they have no feelings for me..
yaya i know i have been rather hustler lately coz...i don wan to get left out like i do in the pass..
i wait wait in the end...its gone..
guess i end here...my first blog...i guezz one day i read this and laugh at it but juz not now...
Thx for all my frens who always by myside disturbing and accompanying me...
Feeling emo so better then start complaining to all my frens might as well blog it out..
As the only son and most of the time the only child in the house in the family i rather used to being alone and ignored till lately..
As i grew feel tht something is missing..being alone isnt fun but i Thx God for giving me a wonderful family. I always get what i wanted from my parent...yaya i am a rather spoilt child.
But as time passes i feel tat i wan to find another part of me...kinda jealous when ur walking alone when ppl around u seems to hav some1 want to hug or talk to.
Somehow i always get left out by my frens..My frens think that i weird..
But lately i trying to push myself into a group with my frens trying really hard to get along. And i glad it work.. I have more frens here in KL then i hav in kuc..Thx guys for being such a bastard...
Why do i want to suddenly have a urge to have a gf?
why?
i really donno...maybe i juz want to be loved
But it seems i not mature enough to have one...yet or maybe i havent found the right one..
Will i find one?
I always fall for the wrong people...either they are taken or they have no feelings for me..
yaya i know i have been rather hustler lately coz...i don wan to get left out like i do in the pass..
i wait wait in the end...its gone..
guess i end here...my first blog...i guezz one day i read this and laugh at it but juz not now...
Thx for all my frens who always by myside disturbing and accompanying me...
spoke at : 7:33 AM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Kinda down and bored...
donno wats wrong with me feeling down and stuff.
maybe i feeling lonely away from my parents and my hometown.
but look around i shuld be happy i got frens all around who care..
why i need a girl so badly?
i really don't know...
maybe some chemical biological thingy changing inside of me..
oh well guess it will heal sooner or later
till then life goes on
SOmeone pls come and rescue me...catch me before i fall deeper
i need that special some1...one i can called my..one tht i really love...
donno wats wrong with me feeling down and stuff.
maybe i feeling lonely away from my parents and my hometown.
but look around i shuld be happy i got frens all around who care..
why i need a girl so badly?
i really don't know...
maybe some chemical biological thingy changing inside of me..
oh well guess it will heal sooner or later
till then life goes on
SOmeone pls come and rescue me...catch me before i fall deeper
i need that special some1...one i can called my..one tht i really love...
spoke at : 10:45 PM
