Wednesday, June 28, 2006
So another has pass..
glad to say that finally NTV7 is back...
did pretty much nothing other then eat and game today...
Haha...since i back i have been taking good food...
anyway played Ace Combat Zero the whole day...
I like ace combat franchise...
Cool dogfight...
Haha trying to finish it asap so i can continue with Kingdom Hearts 2 and my NDS games..sigh so many games so little time
Ya i knoe its scary but once i play i stuck to it...
means less sleep...
WIth WC....sigh...
This life is not healthy..
em..tummy feeling hungry i guezz i go find some food and rest a little then wake up for world cup...
if i can wake up later...felt very tired after all the gaming..
take care peeps and enjoy the holiday while it last.
Ps:it seem more and more ppl is blogging..cool..
glad to say that finally NTV7 is back...
did pretty much nothing other then eat and game today...
Haha...since i back i have been taking good food...
anyway played Ace Combat Zero the whole day...
I like ace combat franchise...
Cool dogfight...
Haha trying to finish it asap so i can continue with Kingdom Hearts 2 and my NDS games..sigh so many games so little time
Ya i knoe its scary but once i play i stuck to it...
means less sleep...
WIth WC....sigh...
This life is not healthy..
em..tummy feeling hungry i guezz i go find some food and rest a little then wake up for world cup...
if i can wake up later...felt very tired after all the gaming..
take care peeps and enjoy the holiday while it last.
Ps:it seem more and more ppl is blogging..cool..
spoke at : 12:53 AM
Monday, June 26, 2006
"Passion" Kingdom Hearts 2 Theme Song
-Utada Hikaru
(wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen i) ---> recurs throughout the song
Do you remember, long ago
Our future, shining so brightly
Under the great blue sky,
We were a little scared.
A familiar light comes from the window
If I keep walking ahead, will we meet again?
The future continues on into forever
Under a large sign,
I want to watch the changes of time.
I'm opening a window to the things** I won't see anymore.
I remember it distantly,
Our future, shining so brightly
And under the great blue sky,
We were always asleep (We were forever asleep)
The people I loved from long ago
Seems like a child will be born in winter***
The things I was so sure about
I want to question them all over again
The things I'll never forget,
Are like memories etched on a picture (Like memories pasted on a photograph)
I think on the things we couldn't do, pleasantly.
Under the great blue sky.
(my fears, my lies)****
(wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen i)
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
NOTES :
*wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen i
Reversed, it says "I need more affection than you know.
** i'm opening a window to the "things" I won't see anymore
The people and places I won't ever see again.
*** a child will be born in winter
probable meaning: hope will be born during the hardest times.
So i go and get Kingdom Hearts 2 today with another 2 p DVD's X-men and The Wild..
Heard a lot about Kingdom Hearts 2 will not work on older PS2 some even on ppl who had the same system and model as mine..
So got back run straight to my room pop in the disk and saw the ligh on my analog controller light then the screen light up 'ta-da' it works...
Thats a 100% for my PS2 so far...haven got any game my PS2 wont run.hehehe...
Emmm...i wonder it will worth more that way...
anyway guezz i be glue to my my TV and PS2 for the next few weeks..
And something is wrong with NTV7 and its making mad...coz i can't watch world cup in my room..and the weird thing is in the morning its ok but in the evening when i on my tv it not working it has been like this for 3 to 4 days..sigh..
contacted my frens but havent meet them yet...guess will be meetng them soon...sure lots of craps to talk about..
gtg to frens...don't evn knoe why i blog...its so meaningless...no ppl brother reading my blog also..
spoke at : 9:43 PM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Another day has pass..
Nothing special a pretty normal day..
Sleep pretty much the whole day..
Smsed my frens so i guezz will be meeting them soon..
Hey match started so....will brag about my day next time..till then enjoy the poll i put on my blog...
Nothing special a pretty normal day..
Sleep pretty much the whole day..
Smsed my frens so i guezz will be meeting them soon..
Hey match started so....will brag about my day next time..till then enjoy the poll i put on my blog...
spoke at : 2:58 AM
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Juz got back from Singapore....
Finally back at my hometown...
Nothing much change...
Glad to see my PS2 sitting in my room begging to be used..
Glad to see my car parking nicely in the garage waiting for me to drive..
But....hate to be stuck with a slow 56k internet access...its freaking slow...
juz got my result sent to me today...so guezz i need to start applying soon before uni starts..
but kinda lazy to do all those stuff..sigh..if only life is like those drama..don need to work and still got money to spend..
Oh well guezz guess thts life...got a few pic to upload but not today feeling tired..
so tilll next time take care peeps
Finally back at my hometown...
Nothing much change...
Glad to see my PS2 sitting in my room begging to be used..
Glad to see my car parking nicely in the garage waiting for me to drive..
But....hate to be stuck with a slow 56k internet access...its freaking slow...
juz got my result sent to me today...so guezz i need to start applying soon before uni starts..
but kinda lazy to do all those stuff..sigh..if only life is like those drama..don need to work and still got money to spend..
Oh well guezz guess thts life...got a few pic to upload but not today feeling tired..
so tilll next time take care peeps
spoke at : 10:15 PM
Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Sunday after sunday service (in New Creation Church here in Sin) my sis got voucher for a night stay at a local hotel Marina Mandarin with my parents, both my sis, my bro in-law and also my baby nephew..
The hotel is nice :)
Sleep pretty much the whole evening there and at night watch world cup till 3...
Next day woke up had a heavy breakfast...ala buffet ma..
Then went shopping..then have buffet sushi at Sakae Sushi..freaking full..
Then go back to my sis house and relax watch tv then call it a day....
After all said and done i felt like my holiday is getting boring...need some thing to spice up my holiday..
But on the brightside it seems i pass all my subject including Lan...
But not sure where will i go...
Sigh UM, NUS, or Curtin?
All the Uni got its Pros and Cons..
But i hope NUS or UM....
I let God decide...
Ps: Still feeling bored and lonely...sigh life never been the same since she's gone..
The hotel is nice :)
Sleep pretty much the whole evening there and at night watch world cup till 3...
Next day woke up had a heavy breakfast...ala buffet ma..
Then went shopping..then have buffet sushi at Sakae Sushi..freaking full..
Then go back to my sis house and relax watch tv then call it a day....
After all said and done i felt like my holiday is getting boring...need some thing to spice up my holiday..
But on the brightside it seems i pass all my subject including Lan...
But not sure where will i go...
Sigh UM, NUS, or Curtin?
All the Uni got its Pros and Cons..
But i hope NUS or UM....
I let God decide...
Ps: Still feeling bored and lonely...sigh life never been the same since she's gone..
spoke at : 11:23 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
It funny how at one point u got a lot to say to someone but as time goes on u talk less and at times u try to avoid that person....
Is funny how the feeling for some1 fades..
Somehow the feeling of missing somebody become a daily thing that u become numb to that feeling...
like a common flu..at first it attack us we feel weak and unhappy but as times goes by our antibodi builts up and the flu jus become part of our body, harmless but it still there like memories...
Like memories be it good,bad,happy or sad it will always be there drifting and sometime when we think about it we will laugh, we will cry but most importantly memories are there to teach us and to remind us tht in life there will always be a season....a season of joy, a season of sorrow no matter what season it won't last season of joy will at one time give way to sorrow and a season of sorrow will come to an end and season of joy will be coming....
Is funny how the feeling for some1 fades..
Somehow the feeling of missing somebody become a daily thing that u become numb to that feeling...
like a common flu..at first it attack us we feel weak and unhappy but as times goes by our antibodi builts up and the flu jus become part of our body, harmless but it still there like memories...
Like memories be it good,bad,happy or sad it will always be there drifting and sometime when we think about it we will laugh, we will cry but most importantly memories are there to teach us and to remind us tht in life there will always be a season....a season of joy, a season of sorrow no matter what season it won't last season of joy will at one time give way to sorrow and a season of sorrow will come to an end and season of joy will be coming....
spoke at : 12:40 AM
Saturday, June 17, 2006
Got back to Singapore at 11 pm yesterday...
Yap an 5 or 6 hrs flight from Korea back to Singapore...freakingly tired...
so today pretty much stayed at home but did follow my bro in-law and may sis to NUS to watch achery and softball competition...My bro is a PE teacher at Ngee Ann Poly..so somehow i think he is involve with those 2 sport and much more..
came bak sleep then dinner...then tv next here i am...
Bout my korea trip i think crap bout it another day when i go back Kuching due to the fact i not using my laptop...and i got bad experience with this com i using now....
thts all i guezz....
Yap an 5 or 6 hrs flight from Korea back to Singapore...freakingly tired...
so today pretty much stayed at home but did follow my bro in-law and may sis to NUS to watch achery and softball competition...My bro is a PE teacher at Ngee Ann Poly..so somehow i think he is involve with those 2 sport and much more..
came bak sleep then dinner...then tv next here i am...
Bout my korea trip i think crap bout it another day when i go back Kuching due to the fact i not using my laptop...and i got bad experience with this com i using now....
thts all i guezz....
spoke at : 10:30 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Ya cool...Singapore..
Went orchard road today coz my mom wanted to do her hair..
so i while she did her hair i walk around Orchard road alone..
nothing much to see other then see ppl passing by and trying to avoid hitting ppl...
its jam pack here..maybe coz it pay day..
so wonder around look look see see..
hehe...Singapore girl are....how u put it...Hot???Sexy??....Blah Blah u know the rest.
Was planning to take pic and put it her on my blog...no not the girls but the attraction here but....my phone when flat-_- so next time la...
Yap 2morrow will be flying to Korea..yap thats right Korea..
wasn't really forward to it coz i rather take cash...oh well all is book and done..
so i guess i juz have to enjoy it :)
heard my phone coz be used there -_-''
means i wont be using the net for 4 or 5 days....scary..
guezz i jus have to live with it....
well thats all to report so till don let the roach disturb u...yaya my blog is lame like me..juz bare with me...
Went orchard road today coz my mom wanted to do her hair..
so i while she did her hair i walk around Orchard road alone..
nothing much to see other then see ppl passing by and trying to avoid hitting ppl...
its jam pack here..maybe coz it pay day..
so wonder around look look see see..
hehe...Singapore girl are....how u put it...Hot???Sexy??....Blah Blah u know the rest.
Was planning to take pic and put it her on my blog...no not the girls but the attraction here but....my phone when flat-_- so next time la...
Yap 2morrow will be flying to Korea..yap thats right Korea..
wasn't really forward to it coz i rather take cash...oh well all is book and done..
so i guess i juz have to enjoy it :)
heard my phone coz be used there -_-''
means i wont be using the net for 4 or 5 days....scary..
guezz i jus have to live with it....
well thats all to report so till don let the roach disturb u...yaya my blog is lame like me..juz bare with me...
spoke at : 12:23 AM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Dear friends. Below, is an Italian horoscope andyou can find a lot about youself just by searchingyour own identity in the Italian way.
What you have to do is to find your group with thehelp of your date of birth.
Date of Birth Group:
01,06,11,16,21,26,31 A1
02,07,12,17,22,27 B2
03,08,13,18,23,28 C3
04,09,14,19,24,29 D4
05,10,15,20,25,30 E5
Group A1
You consider love as the most beautifulthing and you love to fall in love, but a number ofyour group members think that the person theylove is not sincere with them. You love to be withyour friends and you are always found to be adutiful friend. You can hardly control your patients,which is a very big drawback of your nature.The Person who is ruling your mind & heart thesedays is perfect for you.
Group B2
Your dreams and ambitions are muchimportant for you and you can do everything tofulfill your dreams. Love is much valuable in yourlife but you always search for someone perfect.You hardly trust someone. Your friends are reallyimportant for you but normally you hide a lot fromthem. You are a deep thinker you always study thenegative view as well as positive.You can lead a happy life with a person for whom you care a lot these days.
Group C3
You always prefer mantel decisions morethen emotional ones due to this you don't have alimited number of friends. You consider life a verybeautiful gift and you love to enjoy its colors. Thereare a number of peoples who are your ideals andyou loved to spend a big part of your time withthem. You are found to be a very sincere lover..You have a perfect control on your emotions butsometimes your decisions really effect your beloveds.
Group D4
Your always have goals to achieve andyou can do everything to fulfill the dreams of thosewho loves you. You have a sketch of an ideal inyour mind and you always search for thatpersonality. Your friends means a lot to you andyou can do everything for the sake of your friend,you a normally found to be an emotionalpersonality. You have a very less control on yourpatients and due to this sometimes you over react.The one who sent you this mail & the one to whomyou will send this mail first are your real friends.
Group E5
You are found to be a person who lovesto love. You prefer emotional decision more thenmantel decisions. You consider life just to enjoy;you are the one who is perfect to call FLURTIES.You love to increase the list of your friends andbeloved???s.You have a number of dreams but you never workhard to make your dreams come true which is thebiggest drawback in your nature you takeeverything much lightly.
B2 found it quiet true bout my personality...
What you have to do is to find your group with thehelp of your date of birth.
Date of Birth Group:
01,06,11,16,21,26,31 A1
02,07,12,17,22,27 B2
03,08,13,18,23,28 C3
04,09,14,19,24,29 D4
05,10,15,20,25,30 E5
Group A1
You consider love as the most beautifulthing and you love to fall in love, but a number ofyour group members think that the person theylove is not sincere with them. You love to be withyour friends and you are always found to be adutiful friend. You can hardly control your patients,which is a very big drawback of your nature.The Person who is ruling your mind & heart thesedays is perfect for you.
Group B2
Your dreams and ambitions are muchimportant for you and you can do everything tofulfill your dreams. Love is much valuable in yourlife but you always search for someone perfect.You hardly trust someone. Your friends are reallyimportant for you but normally you hide a lot fromthem. You are a deep thinker you always study thenegative view as well as positive.You can lead a happy life with a person for whom you care a lot these days.
Group C3
You always prefer mantel decisions morethen emotional ones due to this you don't have alimited number of friends. You consider life a verybeautiful gift and you love to enjoy its colors. Thereare a number of peoples who are your ideals andyou loved to spend a big part of your time withthem. You are found to be a very sincere lover..You have a perfect control on your emotions butsometimes your decisions really effect your beloveds.
Group D4
Your always have goals to achieve andyou can do everything to fulfill the dreams of thosewho loves you. You have a sketch of an ideal inyour mind and you always search for thatpersonality. Your friends means a lot to you andyou can do everything for the sake of your friend,you a normally found to be an emotionalpersonality. You have a very less control on yourpatients and due to this sometimes you over react.The one who sent you this mail & the one to whomyou will send this mail first are your real friends.
Group E5
You are found to be a person who lovesto love. You prefer emotional decision more thenmantel decisions. You consider life just to enjoy;you are the one who is perfect to call FLURTIES.You love to increase the list of your friends andbeloved???s.You have a number of dreams but you never workhard to make your dreams come true which is thebiggest drawback in your nature you takeeverything much lightly.
B2 found it quiet true bout my personality...
spoke at : 3:28 PM
Yap in Singapore now..
Got a call on the 8th my mom calling me to go singapore so.....
I sleep till like 12 then start packing my laptop and stuff, clean my room and pay the landlord my aircon bill...
On the way back from the landlord house say Joe And Tim at the Bak Kut Teh shop...so join them for a chit chat...
then when home...
look at the time 3 so i guess nothing much to do at home so leave early for my bus which is at 6.30....reach Menara Axis at 3.30 juz to found out there absolutely nothing there -_-''
So juz sit there and play my NDS...
6.30 the bus came i was like wow cool bus...Aeroline...
ok got on the bus look at around its like Air Asia with food served and a 2 small tv on board...
Next they showed Flight Plan..
watch half way i go and sleep coz the tv is tooo small and i tired after all that gaming..
next food is served..wat can i say it bad is very sweet..the curry and the smabal is very sweet they serving nasi lemak....
make things worse the small table on my sit..is loose so i keep dropping -_-
no choice eat while holding it on one hand (reminds me of eating in canteen during secondary)..
anyway and the toilet is dirty...i expect better service for the 80 ringgit i paid...the bus not really well maintain...
after few hours of bus ride they stop somewhere(ya i dont know where)
then continue the journey all the way to singapore..
when i in singaoire checkpoint i smsed my sis...
She told me to take a taxi -_- i juz found out i don;t hav sin notes...
so have t call my mom when i near my sis place...
yap thats one day....
next day woke up....
saw my cute nephew :)
then shower and stuff get ready then go out whit my sis and my parents and of course my nephew..
we went plaza singapura...
walk walk...bought 2 pant and a jacket from U2...
come home black out then wake up watch world cup till near 4 i cant stand go sleep...
well there goes another day..wonder wat will i do today..emm...
Ps: ehehe singapore girls are pretty, sexy cute and hot....
btw to all my frens take care and enjoy the World Cup :)
I sleep till like 12 then start packing my laptop and stuff, clean my room and pay the landlord my aircon bill...
On the way back from the landlord house say Joe And Tim at the Bak Kut Teh shop...so join them for a chit chat...
then when home...
look at the time 3 so i guess nothing much to do at home so leave early for my bus which is at 6.30....reach Menara Axis at 3.30 juz to found out there absolutely nothing there -_-''
So juz sit there and play my NDS...
6.30 the bus came i was like wow cool bus...Aeroline...
ok got on the bus look at around its like Air Asia with food served and a 2 small tv on board...
Next they showed Flight Plan..
watch half way i go and sleep coz the tv is tooo small and i tired after all that gaming..
next food is served..wat can i say it bad is very sweet..the curry and the smabal is very sweet they serving nasi lemak....
make things worse the small table on my sit..is loose so i keep dropping -_-
no choice eat while holding it on one hand (reminds me of eating in canteen during secondary)..
anyway and the toilet is dirty...i expect better service for the 80 ringgit i paid...the bus not really well maintain...
after few hours of bus ride they stop somewhere(ya i dont know where)
then continue the journey all the way to singapore..
when i in singaoire checkpoint i smsed my sis...
She told me to take a taxi -_- i juz found out i don;t hav sin notes...
so have t call my mom when i near my sis place...
yap thats one day....
next day woke up....
saw my cute nephew :)
then shower and stuff get ready then go out whit my sis and my parents and of course my nephew..
we went plaza singapura...
walk walk...bought 2 pant and a jacket from U2...
come home black out then wake up watch world cup till near 4 i cant stand go sleep...
well there goes another day..wonder wat will i do today..emm...
Ps: ehehe singapore girls are pretty, sexy cute and hot....
btw to all my frens take care and enjoy the World Cup :)
spoke at : 2:11 PM
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Not sure why but juz not in the mood...
Have been moody and grumoy this few days not sure why...
Maybe jus having a bad day...
Maybe i think too much..
Sigh....Suppose to go Genting but not in the mood...not a good time to go now..
Pack like sardine, service is crap and not to mention the long queue...
Yet my mom and sis call me to go sin a little later saying singapore is expensive and my sis house is in a mess...
so i guezz i stone alone for a while here in KL..
Sigh...i emotional unstable...but life goes on life goes on..
Have been moody and grumoy this few days not sure why...
Maybe jus having a bad day...
Maybe i think too much..
Sigh....Suppose to go Genting but not in the mood...not a good time to go now..
Pack like sardine, service is crap and not to mention the long queue...
Yet my mom and sis call me to go sin a little later saying singapore is expensive and my sis house is in a mess...
so i guezz i stone alone for a while here in KL..
Sigh...i emotional unstable...but life goes on life goes on..
spoke at : 1:56 PM
Monday, June 05, 2006
Sunday....
The missing some1 is getting worse...so pretty much em whole day...
Woke up around noon...look at my room..still messy so took the time to clean my room..
Clean, clear, dump....
Then took maggi noodle coz lazy to go out....
AFter tht took my nap...sleep sleep...kinda lazy to get up coz nothing to do..
So lay on my bed with my music on...looking at my pc once in while to see if my neighbour is online but no luck...
So stone whole day till 11 when for dinner then felt bored and full of energy so went Kaos agian...Guess wat right after i login for 15mins my neighbour is online -_- sigh...life goes on
Kinda emo..not sure why......maybe coz i really mis tht some1...
This is a pic i took at Mid-Valley no idea why they put the cloud thingy
Clean and organised table :)
The missing some1 is getting worse...so pretty much em whole day...
Woke up around noon...look at my room..still messy so took the time to clean my room..
Clean, clear, dump....
Then took maggi noodle coz lazy to go out....
AFter tht took my nap...sleep sleep...kinda lazy to get up coz nothing to do..
So lay on my bed with my music on...looking at my pc once in while to see if my neighbour is online but no luck...
So stone whole day till 11 when for dinner then felt bored and full of energy so went Kaos agian...Guess wat right after i login for 15mins my neighbour is online -_- sigh...life goes on
Kinda emo..not sure why......maybe coz i really mis tht some1...
This is a pic i took at Mid-Valley no idea why they put the cloud thingy
Clean and organised table :)spoke at : 12:41 PM
First Day Of Holiday
Ya Saturday is my first day of my holiday..
Gone is the stressful time..
Gone is the rushing for assignment..
Gone is having to skip classes...
Gone is the daily rutine..
Juz pure relaxation and boredom...well at least for now
Slept pretty mich the whole day..chatching up with all the sleeps i miss during the test week..
Woke up have lunch then went Kaos DotA..
Found out my DotA downgraded..
Went for dinner after that...
Then came back sleep..
After my sleep was hoping someone would call me up for something..waited and waited no one call so Kaos again around 11...
Yap DotA till 3 came back sleep :)
thts my first day of holiday and its freaking boring...wat more starting to miss some1..
ps: no i not stuck to DotA if u all would ask me out for something useful i won't wan to go DotA
Gone is the stressful time..
Gone is the rushing for assignment..
Gone is having to skip classes...
Gone is the daily rutine..
Juz pure relaxation and boredom...well at least for now
Slept pretty mich the whole day..chatching up with all the sleeps i miss during the test week..
Woke up have lunch then went Kaos DotA..
Found out my DotA downgraded..
Went for dinner after that...
Then came back sleep..
After my sleep was hoping someone would call me up for something..waited and waited no one call so Kaos again around 11...
Yap DotA till 3 came back sleep :)
thts my first day of holiday and its freaking boring...wat more starting to miss some1..
ps: no i not stuck to DotA if u all would ask me out for something useful i won't wan to go DotA
spoke at : 12:26 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
Ya test over..glad its over..
guess i did well for my math...
anyway slept for 3hrs the night before..
after test was really tired but still feel like going out..
so when to midvalley with some1 special...
watch The Da Vinci Code...its was ok but ya was an anti-christ movie...everything is so fiction..
after tht come back around 5 near 6 eat at mamak stall then come back home around 7 near 8 was like knock out din do anything jus grab my pillow adjust my fan then sleep on the floor..woke up around 9 by my mom call then saw my neighbour online so here i am...
Ya feel really good after my test no stress for the next one to 2 months...
looking forward to my holiday but going to miss all my Frens here in KL....
guess i did well for my math...
anyway slept for 3hrs the night before..
after test was really tired but still feel like going out..
so when to midvalley with some1 special...
watch The Da Vinci Code...its was ok but ya was an anti-christ movie...everything is so fiction..
after tht come back around 5 near 6 eat at mamak stall then come back home around 7 near 8 was like knock out din do anything jus grab my pillow adjust my fan then sleep on the floor..woke up around 9 by my mom call then saw my neighbour online so here i am...
Ya feel really good after my test no stress for the next one to 2 months...
looking forward to my holiday but going to miss all my Frens here in KL....
spoke at : 9:39 PM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Ya i cant finish my bcom test...i like the only one who din finish...
wat with me and time..yet they say youht is time...
freaking angry and emo coz...its not tat i don know how to do but i got no confidient..i keep like thinking write erase...
acc also the same...
math 2morrow..don really wan to think bout it..
sharks why am i so diff a yr or 2 ago i don care if i fail..but here i am got chance of passing yet i so...
wats wrong with me..
wat more i study like mad yet my result...
why am i stress?
is it coz i wan to prove something?
is it coz i really wan to go UM?
is it becoz i don wan to leave this place?
is it becoz of the car?
is it coz of my future?
is it beocz of my frens here?
i really don know...
juz feel like i drifting away...further away..i need to rest...i need tht some1 special...save me...
wat with me and time..yet they say youht is time...
freaking angry and emo coz...its not tat i don know how to do but i got no confidient..i keep like thinking write erase...
acc also the same...
math 2morrow..don really wan to think bout it..
sharks why am i so diff a yr or 2 ago i don care if i fail..but here i am got chance of passing yet i so...
wats wrong with me..
wat more i study like mad yet my result...
why am i stress?
is it coz i wan to prove something?
is it coz i really wan to go UM?
is it becoz i don wan to leave this place?
is it becoz of the car?
is it coz of my future?
is it beocz of my frens here?
i really don know...
juz feel like i drifting away...further away..i need to rest...i need tht some1 special...save me...
spoke at : 3:05 PM
