Emo-ing...
How shuld i start...
Feeling emo so better then start complaining to all my frens might as well blog it out..
As the only son and most of the time the only child in the house in the family i rather used to being alone and ignored till lately..
As i grew feel tht something is missing..being alone isnt fun but i Thx God for giving me a wonderful family. I always get what i wanted from my parent...yaya i am a rather spoilt child.
But as time passes i feel tat i wan to find another part of me...kinda jealous when ur walking alone when ppl around u seems to hav some1 want to hug or talk to.
Somehow i always get left out by my frens..My frens think that i weird..
But lately i trying to push myself into a group with my frens trying really hard to get along. And i glad it work.. I have more frens here in KL then i hav in kuc..Thx guys for being such a bastard...
Why do i want to suddenly have a urge to have a gf?
why?
i really donno...maybe i juz want to be loved
But it seems i not mature enough to have one...yet or maybe i havent found the right one..
Will i find one?
I always fall for the wrong people...either they are taken or they have no feelings for me..
yaya i know i have been rather hustler lately coz...i don wan to get left out like i do in the pass..
i wait wait in the end...its gone..
guess i end here...my first blog...i guezz one day i read this and laugh at it but juz not now...
Thx for all my frens who always by myside disturbing and accompanying me...
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