Its 2am..
I not sure weather i don't want to sleep or i can't sleep..
Suddenly felt lonely,starting to miss my parents,family,her?...
Maybe tats the reason why wanted to go into a relationship..
Ya i had gadgets to play with but it seems temporary..like they say we don't miss them till it's gone..
Ya praying might help, but don't seems to pass the half hour mark..maybe i not trying hard enough..
Other then that i got frens,but why i feeling this way?i wish i knew...
Uni starting soon,and here i am,not even sure if i ready or i not,
at times i don't know what i thinking or what i doing,my head pretty much blank..
At time like this isn't it good to have a remote like in the movie 'Click' sadly it only happens in movies..
Guess this is part of life, sometimes up sometime down...part of the learning process..
The hardest part of all in that is to put on a happy face and act that everything is ok when it's not
act strong when your not,act brave when your scared...but aren't we good actors in real life
But yet after all that time still passes-by quietly...
Guess i just need a rest,ya thats what i need a rest..a quiet one and when i wake up everything will be fine..
